Post Pregnancy Body Changes

I would be lying if I told you that I am happy with my post baby body. 

I have days where I embrace my body and days where I am completely self conscious. I have moments where I am uncomfortable when staring at a mirror and seeing how an outfit that once flattered my body now looks completely different and accentuates areas I want to keep hidden. There are times where I want to throw out my entire closet but apart of me is telling me to stop and be gracious to myself. I know I am not the only lady out there who just had a baby that feels this way....which is why I am writing this. I take it day by day since each day is different. On the days where I feel shitty, I look at my little one and tell myself, "Oh yea, I just gave birth to a nine pound little human three months ago, how dope is that?!". For my ladies out there struggling with their outer appearance thing, keep reflecting what you just did, it helps I swear.

This outfit was COMPLETELY outside of my comfort zone. I probably sound silly to those who know me because this outfit that consist of silk pants and a bodysuit would be my summer uniform prior to pregnancy. Since my body is a current struggle for me, I plan to challenge myself and show you how I wear beloved pieces that have been sitting in my closet for the past 9 months. Moving forward, I am changing my mindset. Easier said than done, but seriously...it starts with the mind. Feeling sexy isn't defined by what you wear, but how you wear = hold yourself. Whether you are butt naked or covered up head to toe. If you own it, you are it.

xoxo

Olivia Irene

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Food & Fitness & More Writing

I was working out at the gym a few hours ago and during my workout, I noticed this lady attempting to mimic my workout routine (love it!!!)...then it dawned on me...I should start to incorporate health and fitness in my posts since our health affects our body which affects how we wear clothes and how we take care of our hair, skin and nails ladies!!! Everything in life is connected as one...and now...so is this blog :) With all the extra time on my hands, I have been cooking and experimenting in the kitchen and would like to share my creations with you all. I just know my mother who is probably reading this is laughing and thinking to herself, "Are you trying to make your readers sick?".... I can really cook and bake ladies and gentlemen...pretty damn well if I say so myself. My style though... organic items, no pork, red meats and definitely no soda. I am not a nutritionist, I'm just logging how I eat and how I work out.  Just realize everyone is different and sometimes things can mesh with others and sometimes it's not meant to be. But I hope you enjoy my future photos and posts!

xoxo

RIO

YIKES!

So I have been soooooo behind on my post! I have been computerless at school smh. I'm currently back home in San Jose for the three day weekend hoorayyy!!!! Anyways! I am taking 18 units, working 15 hours AND I just joined cross country!!! So there is a whole new change for me, many new faces on campus, new schedule that I'm adjusting to and so many new responsiblities...so bare with me and my posts :P Here are some new pix from my recent photo shoot :) As soon as I get my computer back, I will post up the videos and be back to posting on a daily routine.

xoxo

RIO

Life Life Life

I have been soooo behind on somethings due to school which is almost out!!! WHOOHOO!!!! I have been taking 12 units this semester, and so far so good, I have A's in every class while working part time :) But anyways! Biggest questions that I'm getting right now....WHAT ARE YOU DOING FOR THE SUMMER!?!?! My plans and my goals for summer 2011 are.....to TRAVEL! I want to go to New York, Texas, Florida and hopefully over seas, God willing. Another goal, to complete, taking asummer course. I am not sure what type of course I want to do, I'm thinking about taking French or maybe an art course. I want to take something that keeps me busy but challenges me at the same time. Another goal, to stay super duper fit! Working out is now apart of my lifestyle. I currently run and do weights.....another big thing that is kicking my butt, is INSANITY. I wake my butt up at 645 AM to workout...but it's worth it because I feel amazing at the end of each session. So I'm trying to stay on top of that :) My biggest goal this summer....MUSIC MUSIC MUSIC!!!! To complete all my projects and to create new projects. To perform, to write, to collaborate and to connect with people. So, I am determined to complete everything that I listed and I will be updating my reader on my blog. Aside from that.... I promise I'm going to do a video super duper soon! I have soooo many new clothing items and beauty products that I must show :) Just stay tuned for a lot of amazing things to happen this summer, not only with me, but with my friends :D This is going to be one hell of a year!!!!

xoxo

RIO